Candy is very upset about her latest interaction with a Social Security Administration employee. Without any evidence, she accuses her of being an “illegal” and posts what she believes to be the employee’s LinkedIn profile.
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2023/07/illegal-bitch-shitster.html
I don’t have a lot to add here. It’s complete nonsense. She thinks the employee is “masonic” because the call came in at 33 minutes past the hour. Are businesses and government agencies supposed to completely stop working on the 33rd minute so as to avoid these accusations?
I reported the post for doxxing and harassment, though I have not found Google to be very responsive to these reports:
Candy has been ranting and raving like crazy the past few days. She is mentally unwell (more so than usual):
Uhh, no, Candy, I don’t think that ambulance drove all of the way from Victoria just so you could see it turn the corner as soon as you took your garbage out. The paramedics don’t know in advance as to exactly when you plan to take your garbage out for them to be able to schedule their arrival precisely when you open the door.
Whatever it is, I wish the neighbor a speedy recovery.
No, no, no…all sirens are fake, using their noise to subliminally threaten Candy with harm, up to and including death. The mere sound of a siren is a traumatizing event for Candy. It is just one more way to cause fear to the point she cannot function or leave her home. It is further proof of her being a targeted individual.
Which is so much horseshit it was hard to type without laughing. I have the knowledge to know in my town within 30 minutes or so, I can go online and see what all the noise is about. I have had sirens coming to my house twice, seven years ago tomorrow when an ambulance and a firetruck came to my home after my hip broke. The first department comes in case there is more help needed, like when my Mother in law was taken to the hospital, because she weighed a lot and was not the most cooperative. The second time was just last fall, when I set my steaks on fire in my broilers. In total, seven trucks were coming from all over. It is better to have too much help than not enough.
Candy has been taken by ambulance several times, all when she claims she thought she was dying. Did the sirens from her runs scare other targets? If she was injured by a gang-stalker hitting her on the side of the road, like she claims happens all the time, would she want the sirens on to come help her, or should they remain off and follow the rules of the road involving speed limits and stop signs, delaying her help?
She doesn’t think of that, though. She is such a narcissist that all sirens are just for her, other people do not matter. When some mental health professional sits down and watches her videos, there is going to be a lot of notes taken. Anti-social personality disorder, persecutory delusions, paranoia, anxiety, depression, addictive soothing behavior…even oppositional defiance disorder, something usually reserved for children, which speaks to her emotional maturity, seeming to be along the same as her mental age, story telling, and handwriting, so about ten years old.
Someday, a paper about a patient, known only as CG, will be used for a thesis, highlighting how the seemingly archaic “State School Institutions” were actually quite useful, because when there is this much wrong, no one wants to deal with the patient more than absolutely necessary.
So, Candy. Find the police and firefighting blotters for your area, probably county level, and see what is going on, don’t just piss yourself when you hear a siren. Knowledge is power. Get some.
I noticed a couple of posts disappear off of Candy’s blog: https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/
(1) Her most recent post was about how the entire TI community was going after her. Gone.
(2) The post where she attempts to guess the Social Security employee’s name, LinkedIn profile, and calls her an “illegal” is also gone.
No idea if Candy deleted them on her own or Google responded to reports.
I hope it was Google. But because she isn’t moaning and whining about it all, it was probably her. If she does something that makes it looks like she is actually thinking about the consequences of her own actions, she doesn’t usually mention it. You aren’t a victim if you remove them yourself, you are only a victim is they are removed for some other reason. And as Candy uses the “I’m a victim, wahhhh…” at every chance, we for sure would have heard about it.
What gets me is she has only just now reread her Social Security letter? How dumb can you be. When officials of the governmental variety want some information from you, ignoring them is not the way to go. And she is now saying how she didn’t know her “donations” were something that should be reported. When you are living in a place for almost twice what you get as your income, that’s not a “gift,”’ it’s income. You can only plea ignorance so often before it turns into an admission that “I didn’t think I would get caught.”
She is getting a lot of comments from TI’s and new people that point out her obvious flaws. The person who wondered if her problem might not be “paranoid ideation,” got applause from me. Yeah it is.
I am trying to limit my exposure to her negativity. All her videos are just the same thing, with minor changes. Triggered because someone is wearing white one day, red or blue the next. The same with cars. And one of her latest, the busdriver is telling her she needs to follow the rules, and not make people wait while she drags in bags. She’s all butthurt, but she is always butthurt.
I have stayed in vacation cottages before, and while we did have a microwave and a mini -fridge, there were things we were not allowed to have, and one of those was a hot plate. Especially when they are used on formica counters, like she has. She now has a whole pile of kitchen appliances. Things that heat up suck power, and as a place with only convenience type appliances, there might be a blown curcuit breakers in her future. Something my husband knows about, as he was maintenance for rental apartments. Someone messed up their stove by not cleaning it ever, and started using a hot plate, and kept blowing fuses. And wondered why. And I doubt her’s is a newer convection type.
Plus, if I read it right, she cooked her ramen noodles/shrimp/frozen veggie concoction for 35 minutes. I laughed. As if putting things into ramen noodles is a novel idea. That is a long time to have a pan on a hot plate.
I’m in somewhat the same situation, I don’t have a car, I have to carry multiple bags on the bus. I use big shoulder bags, it’s much easier than carrying a whole lot of individual grocery bags.
The alternative is to get one of those little cart things that lets you stack a few bags vertically although you need a low-floor bus for that to be a practical option. I’m not sure if those little shuttle buses they send to Bloomington are low-floor.
Okay, this is getting even more ridiculous.
The good people of Bloomington , Texas should be informed of the “rules” to keeping Candy safe and sane. <<<< yeah, right.
So far, Candy is triggered to know someone is a perp by the color of the clothes they wear, and this includes all the colors in the world. Whatever the color of clothes any random person Candy sees is proof to her that the random person is gangstalking her. Now even WHITE shirts can be a “sign.” Just wearing clothes is now proof of gangstalking, although NOT wearing clothes would be a sure sign of a pervert, something even I would tend to agree with. So good people of Bloomington, Texas, if you see this woman roaming around, know she thinks you are a person paid to wear clothes, because whatever you wear is triggering her to think she is going to die. Or whatever her current “really bad thing” happens to be.
And the same goes for any color of vehicle, any make or model of vehicle and any customization or other extra done to anything on your vehicle. Tinted windows are not to keep your interior from reaching baking temperature, the only reason for tinted windows is to trigger this woman. You like the aesthetics of a higher carriage? No, you are driving something that inspires Candy to fear. Your vehicle should be confiscated and you should be in prison.
And being Texas, blue jeans are just a torture by sight for Candy. The color combination of red, white, and blue is also triggering for her, so those who like to be patriotic, you need to stop because Candy cannot take the stress.
If you are in a vehicle going anywhere and see Candy walking along the side of the road, do NOT stop and offer a ride. You are obviously out to sex-traffick her, although she is unclear on just what that would entail. And remember, you cannot arrive anywhere before Candy, because she is aware that you, in your vehicle, are racing her, who is trudging along. Stop, pull over, and park until you are certain she has gotten to the place she was going to. It does not matter if you are going someplace completely different, merely arriving anywhere before she can is traumatizing and sure proof, to her, that you are stalkiing her. The same applies if you are someplace and see Candy. Do not leave at the same time. Do not start your car. Do not leave the store. Do not enter the store. Do not stay in your car, either. Just disappear until Candy is out of sight.
If you see Candy in a store, do not enter the same aisle as her. Do not look at the same items. Do not buy the same thing. The safest bet is to cast your gaze downward and hide behind a display or shelf until Candy has passed. It does not matter that you are there to purchase the same item, either. If she is buying it, you cannot. Case closed. You’ll just have to get your shopping done later.
If you need to use your phone and are within Candy’s eyesight, she is fully aware that you are taking pictures and videos of her to sex-traffick her on the Deep Web. So do not use or even look at your phone while Candy is around. But know this: Candy will video or photograph you at anytime, anywhere. She is allowed this because she is “exposing criminals.” Your privacy does not matter. Because if Candy thinks so, you are a criminal and need exposed. Case closed. Pictures and videos of you will be uploaded to the web, in YouTube, Twitter, and Tik-Tok. What she says about you during these videos is not to be questioned. She knows what a Satanic, evil, gangstalking person you are, and she has the video to prove it. No, that is not self-serving behavior. It is “her truth,” which has no bearing on the real truth. It can be enlightening. In a week, I will have successfully been masquerading as a heterosexual faithful wife to the same man for 43 years, when Candy has revealed me to be a closet Satanic lesbian, profitting from the abuse I place upon her. I am also lying that I have cancer, something she figured out because I am not yet dead or even dying. So I am a fake cancer patient. My doctors are all wrong.
If you have not inspected your vehicles lights, please check them out. All lights must be not only operational, they must exactly match luminosity. Too many of you have headlights that do not match in brightness. If you cannot afford to replace all of your lights at the same time, you should not drive anywhere Candy can see you, because you obviously are a perp, a criminal, and should be in prison. Seriously, don’t do it. You are triggering fear and anxiety in Candy, and her mental health depends upon not being triggered by anything at anytime.
If you have children, know that she is convinced that children are also used to instill fear, depending on their clothes color. What colors are safe is not yet known, and will likely change, so just keep your kids out of sight around Candy.
If you need an emergency vehicle, make sure to ask for that vehicle to arrive without speed or siren. Both will trigger Candy, and if those are used, she will know that it is meant to trigger her to fear…..I don’t know why, but she has mentioned that cops want to kill her and paramedics will abuse her. So keep your emergency to yourself. Only when you are within Candy’s earshot, so sirens and speed are okay on the other side of the interstate.
Candy has admitted that she has many psychiatric/psychological problems, including severe anxiety causing panic attacks, severe depression, OCD, Tourette’s, and she is convinced but never diagnosed with some degree of autism. She has been diagnosed with all the above, several challenges, and even paranoid delusions (which is kind of the 21st century way of saying “schizophrenic.) She will at times seem bizarre, hostile, and strange and her behavior inappropriate. You need to know this, because she expects people to understand that she has disabilities that do not include her obesity, although some of those are questionable. So keep your eyes down, your clothes on, your car in pristine condition, and your neighborliness to yourself.
Candy is NOT a problem, you are. Nothing Candy does or says can be questioned. All Candy says must be accepted without doubt. Because reasons.
And if you have multi-million dollar directed energy weapon trained on her, you need to stop. Your use of these weapons, amazingly able to work across distances and through walls, is incapacitating her, to the point she cannot function.
If your car is not quiet, your job means you need to leave for work in the morning and come back in the afternoon, or you enjoy music, especially those heavy on the bass, you need to start either parking your car past the interstate or coast past her little cabin, because the slightest sound is excruciating and you are robbing her of her sleep. That she has no obvious sleep cycle does not matter, this applies every day, all day. You might consider travelling only by foot or bicycles, but not the motorized ones. NO motorcycles are to be used. All motorcycles are proof that you are not just stalking her, but also are Satanic. Please keep your Satanism in your closet, at least as long as Candy is around. When she finally leaves town, go nuts.
I’m not going to embarrass the woman any further by referring to a video from around 9 years ago that I doubt is still on the Internet anyway but I do remember one T.I. who sent letters to her neighbours with a list of things that trigger her which included red shirts.
Predictably, some of them started wearing red shirts more often just to troll her, mentioning that they know she hates red shirts when she filmed them.
Those are my people! She already thinks people dress just to traumatize her. Because…….uh, ESP? CCTV? Satellite? Who knows. Nothing Candy ever does is not thought be her to be controlled. All with no more evidence than she “heard” about it, or it was in a video she “researched.”
Like I’ve said recently, she is too suggestible. If another person says they are a TI, don’t do or say anything to piss her off, and has their own trigger that she has not ever considered, it will start happening to her on a regular basis.
Just the fact that she did not think that being pregnant for over two years was physically possible shows she is…..uh,….not the brightest person. Especially since her dream was to be an OB-GYN.
She is getting worse. When people tell her she is not positive, she should know that a large part of that is she is always looking for things to whine, complain, and obsess about. She cannot go anywhere, do anything, ever without finding fault. She MUST find something wrong, like most people need to eat. Someone could be driving a non-threatening color vehicle, if there is one, wearing non-threatening clothes, obeying all the traffic rules, and she must find the fault, to prove to herself that she continues to be the victim all the time. Ooo……the right headlight doesn’t look as bright as the left! Surely that driver will burn in hell.
If she doesn’t know something, or chooses to not learn about something, or cannot understand something, she just figuratively sits in her closet, squeezes her eyes shut, sticks her fingers in her ears and loudly goes “lalalalalala” until she can think of something else to bitch about.
Or she wants to eat something.
She should not be living all by herself. She will go psychotic and either hurt someone or be hurt when she crosses someone’s line. I can’t imagine there are many men that will take being called a “pedo” by strange, fat women. I’m surprised she hasn’t been a real crime victim by now.
One thing with modern LED headlights that I’ve noticed myself is that, if you’re on the sidewalk watching a new car pass by, the headlight that is closer to you will look noticeably brighter than the headlight that is further away, but I think it’s usually just an illusion created by the way modern headlights work, that each headlight, that is really a cluster of smaller lights, unlike older single halogen bulb headlights, projects more light ahead and to the side of car that it’s on than it does to the other side of the car. If you’re standing in the middle of the street and a car is coming straight at you, you’d probably see an equal amount of light from both headlights.
Not that I’m saying that imbalanced LED headlights don’t exist, but, from the perspective of someone standing on the sidewalk, even if the LED headlights are working properly, you’d usually see more light from one headlight than the other.
Exactly. And all the little facets on the light covers also are to aim the light more to the front, based on the prism lenses on a lighthouse.
When I first started following Candy, she declared anyone with headlights on during the day was a gangstalker. I pointed out the fact that it has been a safety feature on cars for decades, and most people, like me, don’t even know how to change it. It is perfectly normal. So now, it’s anything that she thinks is different, and anything different, at least to her, should be illegal.
And we must not forget, Candy has amazing abilities to know at a mere glance from a distance who is a gangstalking Mason, a pedo, a Satanist, or anything else she fears AND she is always right.
Her latest “perp walks” are kind of sad. She mentions an awful lot of the rules I posted first. People racing her in cars, clothes color…although I forgot to mention arms at the window and being a Mason. My bad.
She did mention “chemtrails.” For a long time, I was a debunker of the stupid chemtrail theory. People are afraid of clouds. It was how I first ran into the whole gang-stalking shtick. Most TIs believe in chemtrails, too.
I’m not an expert on headlights, but I put some aftermarket lights on my car a while back (yeah, groan, whatever) and people always said the left headlamp’s light beam is supposed to be lower to avoid blinding opposite direction drivers. That would also affect her perspective.
Yep. I am old enough that I remember the headlights being taken to an actual mechanic, and the beams were aimed, with a big chart on the wall. It looked kind of like the old “test patterns” when the TV channels shut down for the night. Without an Indian head.
Good gosh, I am ancient.
I actually remember the first color TV we had, that we had a party line with three other houses, and that we were the first people we knew who had a microwave oven.
And people born with challenges, who did not have the maturity and mentality to live independently were housed in “state schools,” to keep them fed, healthy, active, and as happy as their challenges could allow. Which is why I was first fascinated by Candy. When I saw her, my first thought was “How can they let a retr@ded woman live on the streets?”
And now I know, it’s because she can’t make good life’s decisions.
I love that Candy’s narcissism now includes her seeming belief that she can just roll through life in ignorance, and that ignorance will get her off of anything she might have done.
A letter of explanation to the SSA that she did not know that taking their money, well, the US citizen’s money taken from their paychecks from their JOBS, for a condition which she claims to not even have, which was first done by someone lying is not going to help her. It is an admission she knew that money was being obtained fraudulently.
Candy, if you come to my door and say you are collecting money to feed starving people, then you keep the money figuring you, too are starving, YOU ARE committing fraud. You can’t talk your way out of that. You knowingly took money which you say was obtained by fraud. That makes you a fraudster. And if you say you are schizophrenic to keep the money coming, you will be either expected to have treatment until doctor’s determine that there is no medication, dosage, or mixture of medication have no effect on you, and then you would likely be put into the hands of Adult protective services at the very least, because a person with your challenges combined with your mental health problems should not be living independently.
Which will be the best thing to happen to you. You will be fed healthily, always have a clean bed and room, get medical help when you need it, have clean clothes, and have friends.
Which would be 100% better than what you have been through for the last five years.
Here’s a word you need to look up: HUBRIS.
“…I really think that they wanty to be me and they are jealous of me and living by trying to live vicariously through me…
Wow.
Narcisist much, Candy?
Really? You have been told that you do not understand the word “narcissism.” This proves it. The number one trait of being a narcissist is GRANDIOSITY. I suggest you look that word up.
Think about all the negative elements in your life. Why would anyone ever want to be you?
You have accused me of this several times. I have cancer, and I can only think of that being a negative in my life, at least compared to your life.
This is why people tell you that you need psychological and psychiatric help. No one wants to be you, Candy. Why would someone want to be friendless? Be completely cut off by family members? Unemployed, and running out of money most months? Scared of everything? Unable to understand how to use dish soap? Unloved, unwanted, and alone?
There is nothing in your life I would want, Candy. That you think there is? Delusional and grandiose thinking.
Oh, wait. There is one thing you have in your life that I kind of envy, but it is something you do not appreciate because you are pathologically paranoid. The community you live in. The people are very nice and are always trying to help each other. They are friendly. They are neighborly. They have a sense of community that goes beyond just living in the same zip code. They are connected.
And you? You think they are all criminals, hired to annoy you by racing you on foot, with their vehicles.
Yeah that seems to be a common trait among TIs. Kevin Christian thinks the voices in his head are jealous of him and his “success”. A methed-up TI I used to follow (before he OD’d and died) thought he was a descendant of Jesus and the heir to various fortunes of rich oil barons thought that “they” were trying to steal his non-existent riches.
There is something I want to say, Candy seeing this be damned.
I am not a mean person, but niceties do not seem to matter when it comes to Candy, and I feel there needs to be some bluntness. She does not seem to learn from anything she does, she just glides through life, whining, being a pity whore, and taking people’s money, thinking she needs “things.”
Candy does not have a nice thing to say about anyone, and if she doesn’t see a reason to hate on someone, she’ll actively look for one. She spews hate, and nothing else. She hates everything and everyone, yesterday, today and even has plans to hate on people for no reason in the future.
She is even now applying pressure to those who are buying her pity whoring that she needs a lap top, a truck to take to Florida to get her junk, and likely money to run to no one knows where when she feels like she is too traumatized by people who don’t even know she is there. Just like she needed money to leave Florida, then Ohio. All done without thought or planning, because she cannot seem to either think or plan anything but what she is going to eat at any point in time.
She recently bought another appliance, to add to her stack of appliances in a tote on the floor. All while wondering what she will do with all her stuff when she has to leave. She is a grown-ass adult with a child’s brain, a child’s mentality, and child’s maturity.
I hope she does get further investigated by the SSA. She has defrauded them for what, 20 years? But feels entitled to keep the money because her foster mom was the one who committed fraud by signing her up. That she doesn’t see that she has been committing fraud by disavowing the diagnosis that got her that level of funds, is pure narcissitic greed.
“But I am disabled….” Not if you don’t have a doctor’s report declaring you disabled, you aren’t. And then she has the audacity, again a narcissistic trait, to say people with handicap parking plates or placards are fake. Why? Because she can’t see their handicap? Who can see her own handicap?
If she has schizophrenia, and I believe with every fiber of my being that she does, she needs to have disability pay. But if she wants to continue to say she does not have mental illness at that level, she should be charged with fraud, or she needs to be declared “diminished capacity,” and take what that brings.
I used to pity her, despite the wanting me murdered or her many times saying I “need to die already.” She is arrogant, narcissitic, nasty manners, nasty hygenie, stupid, a spendthrift, weird, mentally challenged, emotionally stunted, whiny, childish, hateful and has little to any social value the way she lives now. She does nothing but feed herself. And even fails at that. She is wasting her entire life with her idiocy and hate.
And thinks she is Christian, but hasn’t met a person yet who is Christian enough to please her, so she damns everyone to hell, all while bemoaning that people are constantly judging her. That is not Christian. Quite the opposite.
Yes, I am judging her. Harshly. Too bad. I am sick to death of her making up lies about people, including me. She calls people sex-traffickers, and doesn’t even know what that means She calls everyone “hypo-Christians,” and is so far from the teachings of the Bible it is not funny. And is so too ignorant to realize she doesn’t understand what Bible she hears, because she can’t read it and understand it. She has yet to do anything but flap her lips with any of the many things she calls people, nor can she give an intelligent answer to why anything is “bad.” It just is, she doesn’t like it, it should be illegal, she “heard” it somewhere. The best thing that will happen to her is when someone finally takes away her internet access and she has to live in the real world, where people will not share her delusions.
So if I trigger her, oh well. She is greedy, stinky, obese, childish, paranoid, and deserves everything that is her life now, which is crap. She is not happy now, has never seemed to be happy at any point in her entire life, and will never be happy and quite frankly does not deserve happiness, because all her misery is self-administered.
She has made her bed, she needs to wallow in it.
Oh, Good God, Candy.
* It took you FIVE HOURS to clean and cook for yourself? This is why at the jobs you had you get your tasks lessened, your hours cut, and the jobs given you less involved all the time. You do not work well. Friday, I went grocery shopping, made a pineapple-angelfood cake, a loaf of banana bread from scratch, and from scratch brownies. I cleaned up my full size kitchen between each. I did some housekeeping. When I needed to sit down, I knit on an afghan I make for cancer patients who are just beginning chemo, so something I do as a service to others. The cake and brownies I made for my granddaughter’s birthday party on Saturday, so that was for someone else, too. If you are so exhausted that it takes five hours for you to do everyday living in such a small place, you need medical help. You also mentioned in a video that you hadn’t showered for most of a week? Same thing. You always said if you had a place of your own, it would be spotless and you would be showering every day. You aren’t do that, and it shows your problems are not solved by having a home. Your problems are you, your challenges which you have no control over, and your disorders and illness for which you do NOTHING. DO SOMETHING. Or your life will continue, and your problems will likely get worse, until someone does something for you. Being so addled that it takes you that long? You sound like an old lady in the beginning throes of dementia.
* Your hearing problem is not a handicap. Stop treating it like it is. If you do not have a doctor’s statement saying you are handicapped because of your ears, you can’t claim that as a reason to claim “handicap.” According to the ADA, hyperacusis is NOT considered actionable. And blasting your ears with white noise at the level to drown out background noise you have no control over is NOT believeable. If loud noise is painful, EVERY LOUD NOISE would be painful, INCLUDING white noise. You just are a narcissist and get upset that you cannot control the noises around you. Control issues are not a handicap.
* That people are laughing at your “quick fix” and giving you unwanted advice about your air conditioning is because an adult would have known a vessel of any sort to collect the condense from the beginning. The advice to turn it off for awhile is also smart; the drip is a sign of icing up the coils and the only way to clear that up is to turn it off for that ice to melt. And the only way to stop it from icing up again is to not turn it to 62, because it is trying to cool to that setting and can’t. It is a small window unit, not a central system. In the heat you are having right now, that means it is working too hard. It is a YOU problem for not treating it right and will likely get you “talked to” about you power use. If you have only one or two outlets than a window air unit and refrigerator and a heating coil like a toaster oven and a hot plate will likely be too much and you will start popping fuses/tripping circuit breakers.
* Get a meat thermometer and stop being afraid of your cooking and wasting your food. And start following recipes. For a small cut like a pork tenderloin, three hours on high was probably safely cooked. Follow the temperatures on the packaging. If you cook meat to that level, it is safe to eat and you can stop over doing things and throwing away food you are scared of.
* Go to a real, not an “organic” or “holistic” or “natural” website and fiqure out what a good ripe piece of produce is. You waste so much money, then whine you don’t have enough “good food” so you eat snack food. Plums are supposed to be soft for the most part, that is the sign they are ripe. When they are properly ripe, the skin will almost peel off, and the pulp will be very soft and juicy. There are a few that remain firmer when ripe, but all plums arrive in a store hard, because ripe ones would be ruined. You threw away good food, again. Pears are the same way. They are picked hard, and soften as they ripen; a pear is ready to eat when the skin at the stem starts to crinkle and and the fruit around the stem yields to your touch. I’ve sold and grown pears in my backyard. Wash your grapes because unwashed grapes can spread shigella, a form of dysentary. I use a single drop of Dawn washing grapes. If you don’t use too much, Dawn rinses away cleanly and easily; that you keep thinking you are tasting it means you are using way too much and not rinsing it well enough. More doesn’t mean cleaner, more means harder to rinse away.
* If you are too depressed to function, you are depressed enough you need real medical help. If you are so…..uh,…not able to figure out simple things, like putting a bucket under a drip, you are not acting your age, and people will comment to that effect. Most of your “discoveries” could have been figured out much quicker by….uh, ……. people significantly younger than you. You have to remember, college degree or not, you were in special education for so many years, have the handwriting of a child, and have the writing ability of a child for REASONS. That is not mocking your disrespecting you in any way, it is the truth based on your own stories. That you have a degree in a foreign language but have never been fluent in that language does mean your degree is only a monument to your tenacity for continuing a task that was extremely difficult for you. But for real life use, that degree is not proof of anything other than that and that you were “mainstreamed” at the college level.
Last, I am 62, with terminal cancer (in remission). The cancer has ruined many of my bones, including my femurs, pelvis, sternum, ribs, and spine. Those are the marrow bones, so my blood counts are awful. If they get much lower, I will be given whole blood transfusions. That means I hurt and I get easily fatigued. You cannot look at me and see I am sick. I still do things by myself, but have a handcapped placard in my car. When I get sick, it is a major deal, and I will require an ambulance. As a neighbor, that is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. If you ever have an emergency do you want help fast, or should they just follow all the traffic signs, wait for cars to get out of their way, and not exceed the speed limit? No,, you would expect it to be treated as an emergency, light, sirens, speed….everything. STFU if someone else is having a medical emergency. No one is doing it for YOU. Stop being such an immature narcissist that nothing can happen and no one can do anything that is not centered around you and your stupid paranoia and fear. People do not care what you are doing, if you aren’t bothering them. You complain about people coming out of the cabins when you do. What did you do last night? You heard something and you came out of your cabin, just like everyone else. Get over yourself.
Candy, you are just projecting again. You have made all these accusations at me and just about everyone else. According to you, everyone is a Satanist, else they would be poor and miserable like you are. According to you, you can detect that any man passing by in a vehicle is a “pedo,” which you have videos of you YELLING that at them as they drive by. According to you, I am a closet lesbian, and my 43 year heterosexual, faithful marriage (My anniversary is today, BTW) is a cover to be able to stalk and lust after you.
And the biggie, YOU said I needed to be murdered, you gave my legal name and my hometown, and a person as crazy as you that lives close to me said she would have to look you up. The police listened to me, because YOUR statements crossed the line into “incitement to murder” charges, and that is a felony, for which you supplied the evidence. But YouTube did not listen to me and allowed that video to remain until you pulled it when you realized it made you look bad. You show my face, my legal name, I complain, and nothing is done by YouTube. You call me a “fake cancer patient,” as though I was somehow…what? Scamming? I have never asked for money. Looking for attention? No, I rarely talk about it online unless the subject comes up, and even then I try to stay ON TOPIC. Looking for pity? No, I am really doing quite well, and don’t need pity from anyone and for sure never ask for it.
Those are YOUR SCHTICK, Candy.
Anyway, your comments about me in particular are allowed to remain. Your actions made me feel unsafe. It is the only reason I follow your stupid, crazy ass is to make sure to call the police when you do it again, and this time ask that charges be taken against you. YOUR ACTIONS.
And now someone does something like that to you, and you are all “Oooooo, I’m scared! I’m so abused and lied about! Why are they doing this to me?”
Karma. How does it feel? Someone making up lies about you with no other evidence than they do not like you. Hurtful, shameless lies about your spirituality and your sexuality. And your sanity. You have been diagnosed with all kinds of unpleasant and serious mental issues and conditions, and you talk about it and how you are not going to be treated for it. So all those are still true. So that is not slander or lies, is it?
The next time you see someone and call them “Pedo” without knowing more about them than they are within your eyesight, maybe just maybe you should keep your freakin’ inappropriate, slanderous accusations to yourself. I know you won’t, but I can hope. But everytime you do, and memorialize it online somewhere, you are creating yet another piece of evidence for your “diminished capacity”findings. Good Job.
Candy presents some “blatant evidence”.
Candy filming people getting in a truck is only evidence of people getting in a truck.
Candy filming a car with one headlight is only evidence of a car with one headlight.
Candy filming people getting to a store at the same time as her is only evidence of people getting to a store at the same time as her.
Evidence of mundane things happening only proves that mundane things happen. There’s no proof of intent. It doesn’t add up to anything bigger. Take your meds.
The people in the truck also had no way of knowing that Candy was making a video about her delusions until she opened the door and started filming them.
Perhaps Candy is correct that some of the things they did after she started filming them are to trigger her (and, if they’ve seen any of their crazy neighbor’s videos, which I think is quite likely by know, they should know exactly which buttons to push to trigger her) but she triggered them first by filming them (but, of course, she’ll never acknowledge that her rudely filming everyone else around her is a trigger to others).
And claiming people in their cars are somehow racing her on foot?
Crazy and stupid.
Candy, you do not walk fast enough to have someone race you anytime, anywhere, but most especially when they are in a car.
If you don’t understand the logic of that…
Sit down and think about it. Draw a line, marking one end “cabin” and the other “store.” Now with a pen in both hands, draw your progress, and draw a car’s, keeping in mind you are moving at <5 mph, and the car is going at about 40 mph, so eight times faster. The pen representing the car will get there first, every time. Even if the car is crawling along in 1st gear, it will get there before you.
And face it, if they are going slow enough to match your speed, they are NOT stalking you. That video you seem so proud about was someone suspicious of you walking around cars with a backpack. They likely wondered if you were looking for cars to break into and steal things, because that happens in large parking lots. A lot. They weren’t stalking you, you were doing something suspicious. Your video is proof you do not understand social cues.
She is not rudely filming anyone. She is collecting evidence against every person she sees, because they are all,gang-stalkers.
And then thinks she is not narcissistic.
If the sun rose and set and not a single person was spotted on any particular day, she would find a way to throw shade on that, too.
If she is not the center of the world, the world stops.
I hope she is being seen. And complained about, to the management of the place.
Good grief.
I thought the first letter to the SSA was chaotic, incomprehensible, and contained most of the faults found in her books and other writings.
The second letter is pure, unadulterated, bat $#it crazy.
She gives them everything but the reports of her “forced diarrhea,” but she does show she has diarrhea of the mouth.
And in her list of things she considers her disabilities, she includes “squeezing her organs” and “plantar fasciitis,” something she has explained before as her feet hurt her if she stands too long. Both of those are likely to be tied to her weight.
And yes, Candy I am fat, too. But I am 2-3 inches taller and weigh ~100 pounds less, and am losing weight the safe, natural way by eating less and better and exercising more.
I do not understand how she thinks the letter will help her, in the way she wants help. I think it will help her by getting Adult Social Services involved, which is the real helps she needs.
I almost couldn’t find the letter but then I remembered her blog. I thought it was going to be the subject of her most recent video but she’s just rambling on about Dairy Queen tacos again.
Nobody’s “preventing” Candy from writing for a living but the “quality” of her writing is such that she’s unlikely to earn more than a few pity pennies every now and then.
I think the letter will just be ignored and shitcanned. Bureaucracies (be it corporate or government) need processes for everything. They will respond to the standardized forms they provide, but there is no process for a rambling diatribe accusing the employees of being satanic stalkers.
Who did she address this letter to anyway? Complaint-type letters need to go to an office that handles appeals or an ombudsman. Sending complaints to mailboxes that just intakes forms aren’t likely to get to the right person, or will take ages to get routed to the correct place.
I’d like for her letter to result in a social worker or someone visiting her offering to guide her access to social services but I don’t see her responding well to that (“why are you driving a red car”, “why did you call me on the 33rd minute of the hour”, etc.)
She mentioned the call at 11:33 in the rambling letter, as though there’s somebody out there who would intentionally do something on the thirty-third minute of the hour just to slightly annoy her.
Oh, I see I already posted something on the 33rd of the hour earlier in the thread (on July 29th, when she thought the ambulance that came down all of the way from Victoria was there for street theater).
That time, it was honestly unintentional since there’s always a 1/60 chance any random post will be posted at XX:33.
I keep writing this and then rewrite it, and rewrite it……something that most authors do, and aspiring authors should think about doing.
She will blame me when she doesn’t sell enough to give her a living income. But as a reader of banned books, I will always review books I read. I am reading a new cookbook now, written by a really funny, flamboyantly Gay man, who has put himself, and his time into the recipies in the book. It is a good read, and while I most likely will not cook a lot of things in the book, I am enjoying it as a book. (Baking Yesteryear, by B Dylan Hollis, BTW. He’s done viral cooking videos that are hilarious, but knows what he is doing and his reactions are wonderful). I am also reading a book of Classic Mystery and Ghost Short Stories. Some are very good, some are weird, but all show Candy does not understand a short story is not just a descriptive of the length of a story.
Candy, if you read this, I have said your writing is not work, nor a job based on your income and needs. If you spend your time doing something instead of working to earn a wage, you need to know you have the talent and the audience. I do not feel you have the talent. I also believe you do not have the audience, and I base that on the fact that my review is usually the only review you get. If you had a supportive audience, why are there no positive reviews? Your first few books had some. Your last books have not. I don’t know why, but it is telling. Perhaps your readers just never review. Perhaps your readers buy your book but don’t read it. Perhaps your readers feel that they cannot give you a good review, so they don’t give you a bad review. I am not that kind of kind. I review books based on my feelings about the book, the writing, the stories only. Until you started with your really insane, paranoid preface about how no negative review is real, they are a Satanic crime, and that somehow, some way, someone has changed your books to make you look bad, I could say I didn’t consider how I felt about you at all. Really. So just stop with the excuses.
When you start selling enough to keep your wallet full, then it is a job and work. Until then, you are engaging in a hobby, for which you want to get paid. That is not a job. That is not work. You need an income. Since you can’t seem to keep a job due to your self-limiting behaviours, writing unpaid is not work you should count on. That is realism based on facts. Nothing more.
I just read her latest short story.
Once again, time is compressed and what takes years in reality is given a sentence or two.
What takes some serious money is just handed to the main character. Because everyone wants to fund an entire restaurant for a person with no restaurant experience.
This is her usual formula idiopathic disease is cured without medical intervention and the main character turns to Jesus Christ, and spreads the Good Word while healing everything with food.
And FOOD. Again. And expensive food while struggling financially.
But the thiing which really caught my eye is the meal was served with alcohol. Could it be she doesn’t know what a Long Island Iced Tea is? I don’t think she does.
Candy’s bitching about a neighbor wearing all black (is there no safe color to wear around Candy?) three or four doors down who went inside as soon as she went outside.
It’s probably just another mundane coincidence but, on the other hand, if I was Candy’s neighbor and I was aware that she was likely to rudely film me and put it on the Internet to share with her fellow schizophrenic T.I.s, I’d probably go inside any time that I saw her as well.
Especially with some of the faces she makes. I know YouTube let’s you pick a thumbnail, and she should learn to use it.
There is no safe color. It is whatever color color she sees at that moment. The same with cars and numbers.
She once told me my internet moniker of “Stars15k” was triggering because 15 is her favorite number and how dare I use it.
She is the same with colors. Purple and mustard yellow are her favorite colors, but if ahe sees someone wearing them she is sure they are wearing it to mock her somehow.
So nothing is ever going to be good. She will find fault with everything. It’s her life and why she’s not the life of the party. Because nobody wants to party with someone like that.
Not directly about Candy but someone Tweeted this at Candy, plus several other people.
There are four pages of a document, supposedly from T_rg_t_d J_st_c_ (went to the TJ website to see if I could confirm this but it’s, umm, not optimally organized and the index wasn’t loading properly so I wasn’t going to dig for it), claiming that you can detect implants on your body with a cheap megaphone/bullhorn from Walmart and rubbing the mic side along your limbs and torso. Any time it shrieks, they claim it’s “confirmation” of an implant sending EMF waves and one TJ member indicated over a hundred implant locations, also figuring out the exact frequency of each implant somehow.
Since TJ is, by definition, a litigious organization, I’m just presenting this without any commentary.
I’ll comment on it. Let them try anything with me.
A cheap Walmart bullhorn will make a noise for just about every reason. Speaker close by? It will squawk. Move it too fast? It will squawk. Breathing hard? It will squawk. The earth moves? It will squawk. Absolutely nothing will be shown by that thing. They don’t even do what they arensupposed to do well. That is why they are for sale at Walmart.
There is many really vast divides in what passes as thinking amongst TIs. This highlights one of them.
Why would there be this huge program, employing millions of people using millions or villains of dollars worth of technology be so easily foiled by a cheap toy from Walmart? I mean, really guys? So you can find millions of dollars of fancy nanotechnology implanted who knows when, who knows how, with a trip to Walmart? Does that make sense? Not even a little.
Just like millions of dollars being used to make someone’s feet vibrate, posting about it endless on the WWW without censorship, that there is nothing to be learned by tracking people who are obviously crazy, why wearing whatever the color du jour is a threat……or my personal favorite from Candy, that she is the verified center of the freaking universe and no one says or does anything without it somehow impacting her, including an entire freaking town, yet thinking everyone else is a narcissist. Which Bryan Tew believes to the nth, being a worldwide source of insanity.
They are a wonder. And they all believe each other until they all don’t.
All I’ll say is that rubbing a bullhorn against yourself to see what strange noises will come out of it sounds like a cheap and fun way to annoy your neighbors and possibly violate your local noise ordinances.
There’s something funny about the idea of a bunch of nutters buying megaphones and rubbing themselves all over with them as they squeak and squeal loudly. Like circus clown show funny.
I agree, that’s why I’m not 100% certain that it’s actually from T.J. and not just a troll pretending to be them because it seems too over the top ridiculous to be believable as a thing that even Targeted Individuals might believe.
Last night, I told my husband that Candy is passive-aggressively begging for money to go somewhere better, so she can feel happier and more satisfied. She has been whining for days that she is almost broke, and halfway through the month, and how she cannot celebrate her birthday properly, with lots of free food and a place to swim. And somewhere the weather is pleasantly within her optimum temperature range…
Today, “A possible permanent housing opportunity in Pensacola?…” I have yet to watch the video, but still, what rational person would do this? But then again, she is Candy Grandpre, center of the freaking universe, and Queen of Lacking Common Sense, who has done this before, twice since the beginning of the year.
I’m going in.
Okay, she is already listing the things for which she will need donations. Like transportation that will include taking all her stuff with her and deposits for starting utilities, but it would be like the best birthday ever to get back to Pensacola.
Despite the people, the many places she is banned, the people, the lack of food stamps, the racism, the people, the lack of jobs, the people….all the things she ran away from, she will go back to enthusiastically. If she gets the money.
But I foresee a problem.
She hasn’t lived in Pensacola since winter, changing addresses and driver’s licenses and benefits along the way, which means is no longer a resident of Florida, specifically Pensacola. How can she expect them to give her a housing opportunity when there has got to be other homeless and disabled people currently living on the streets OF Pensacola. That is usually something you cannot more or less phone in from far away. Can someone decide they want to live, assisted by benefits from local, state, and governmental agencies, anywhere and be put on housing assistance lists? I think not.
She left the line, and now wants to cut into the line ahead of people with actual residency.
I think the racist, demonic, Satanic, Masonic, illegal, unlawful, fake housing agencies are not aware she is no longer living there and will tell her she is no longer eligible.
And she will blow a gasket.
It’s been bothering me, so I looked it up.
All housing assistance programs in and around Pensacola. Florida require you to reside in that area.
Candy is now an official resident of Texas, having gotten a driver’s license, food stamps, and Medicaid, all of which require you to be a resident of Texas.
So if you see this, Candy, they believe you are still in the area because the last phone you purchased has a local to them area code. Expect to be removed from their list. It’s not gang-stalking, Satanism, or anything else. It the rules and is the fair way to so things. Why should they wait for you to figure out how to get back to Pensacola, which they would since you do not traveling money or any other money right now, when someone actually in Pensacola is one spot beneath you on the list?
It would be like me enrolling for assisted housing in Moab, Utah….I would love to live there, but until I do, I am not a resident and would not even be placed on a housing list until I was.
I can’t help but feel like the agency responsible for housing assistance program might cut Candy some slack if she were to somehow show up in Pensacola again simply because of her glaringly obvious mental issues and her diminished capacity for decision-making and planning.
I’m don’t.
She has gotten through life for that reason. And has become to feel entitled to things that others actually work for.
A big example is her much mentioned degree. Would you or I ever been given a degree in a modern language when not fluent? No. Especially because someone in all her college experience would have known her goal was to work as a translator. How can you possibly work as a translator and NOT be fluent?
Same with her jobs. They “love” her when she starts, then her job goes through subtle changes, giving her lighter work, less people contact, and less hours. I’ve worked with scheduling and trying to keep somewhere fully staffed. If you “love” someone, you do the opposite of all of that. And I’ve worked in stores that have challenged people, and we want to keep them working and earning, and we adapted their job to fit them, like everywhere Candy has worked. But we didn’t just give them a pass. And the facilitators, (we have an amazing adults with special needs agency) that worked with them did not want us to give them a pass more than the actions we took. In fact, it was very much the opposite.
I suppose my previous experience colors my opinion about Candy, because the people I hired and worked with were much more challenged than her, yet were much more happy and fulfilled and successful.
Candy is almost 40 now, and needs to learn the consequences of her actions. Fleeing town due to growing paranoia, with no plans, no thoughts, and no money TWICE this year already? No. She wants to live in an area where she has already alienated herself by her actions, that she has been blasting for many reasons, and that has proven to be expensive, considering that she does not budget. That has not changed in her absence. She wants to live in a middle-class resort community, on a rural landlocked small town income. This month has already shown how she cannot afford to live where she does, because of her spending for “needs” she does not need. If she had shown herself able to live within her means, I might agree, but she has not learned. She’s been begging this month already, having less than $40 left to live on, and that will not include food, as her EBT card will be refilled. So now, she is depending on the kindness of strangers to get her to Pensacola, be put up in a motel, be able to eat, get back to Texas, gather her stuff, go back to Pensacola with all her stuff, and pay for whatever deposit she needs to turn on her power. When is too much too much? She’s already shown if she has money, she’ll spend it almost as soon as she gets it, and has learned being a pity whore can keep her in cash.
Oh, well. Poor life’s choices, met the consequences of your actions. And inaction, because she can’t run away from the SSA. She likely thinks she can. And what can they do if she just drops all contact with them? Cut off her only income. And will turn in her income from begging for all this?
She does not deserve a fee ride through life.
Sorry, Stefan. Looks like she can’t read and thinks you are the one down-talking her attempts to return to a full-time beach town vacation.
No, Candy. It’s me. Learn to read better. I absolutely feel that your level of reading comprehension tied with paranoid delusions means everything out of your mouth you have misinterpreted.
Think $5 a day for getting you the $1k+ money you need to try to return to Pensacola is going to be quick enough? Just $1000 is 200 days. You should call the AGENCY, not the landlord to ask again. I don’t think the person you talked to understood that you need to be a resident of Pensacola to qualify. You are a resident of the state of TEXAS.
Ooops. Sorry Candy, while what I said about your reading comprehension is still true, I did figure out where Stefan said something about it, and it wasn’t here. My bad.
There is a question of why HE is stalking YOU, when you are the one who went to his channel, so YOU followed, aka “stalked,” HIM. Just like reading this blog. You come here freely and by your own will, no one is forcing you to come here, and there is no reason for you to come here if what is said here makes you so unhappy. You just like playing victim of stalking without recognizing how stalking works. You stalk people, people do not stalk you.
Candy, what color can be worn around you that won’t trigger you? Or what color vehicle? Or what action? Because the real answer behind all of that is EVERY ONE YOU SEE.
You are such a narcissist. No one cares where you are or what you are doing. People are doing things for them, in their own time, for their own reasons and you play no part in that. No one makes money off of you, nobody gives you death threats, no one is trying to make your life miserable. You are not a victim of anything. You have “persecutory delusions.” Look that up. When people watch your videos and read your stuff, this is what they think.
“Wow, that girl be trippin’ balls about nothing.” I suggest you actually try to talk to someone there sometime. Since you cannot seem to save enough to move somewhere on your own, you will be there for a while. By being so antisocial, you have missed out two times when a company set up a booth giving out free, government program tablets and phones, and zero cost services. I asked them to notify you when they next are scheduled to be in your town. You need a new phone, an it will save you the money you pay for service each month, which is obsenely high; I use TracPhone, and paid $40 dollars for a Samsung smart phone that is still going strong after two years and then just $20 a month for unlimited use. I can get free service myself, because I have Medicaid.
Oh, wait a minute. That’s right, you do too. From Texas. I hope you research all the housing agencies in the Pensacola area. I have, and they all say their area serves the city itself, and the two counties around the city. You are not eligible because you are a citizen of Texas. Or you would not be getting food stamps or Medicaid, both state run organizations, serving residents of Texas, not Florida. I think people have figured that outk and don’t want to give you another vacation on the beach.
Oh yeah, sorry. I do reply to her on YouTube. The “block” function on YouTube is incredibly half-baked. I can’t comment on her videos (she blocked me) but if I use the “Share” button and share it to my Community tab, she gets notice that I shared her video and reads my comments that way.
I didn’t even accuse her of fraud (she has a guilty conscience?). I just said that whoever is in charge of the housing assistance probably has a requirement for being a local or at least a Florida resident, basically echoing what you said here earlier. I wanted to know what she thought of that.
Yeah basically as you said, the person she talked to is probably the owner of the housing who would be receiving the rent money from the state/city and not actually in charge of the assistance program to know who qualifies. Candy is going to be disappointed.
But hey maybe she gets lucky and whoever vets the applicants doesn’t look closely.
Candy,
Hi, I’m the person you know with stage four, which means too widespread to even hope to cure, cancer. You have made a video calling for my murder, you have spread the misinformation that I am somehow a “fake cancer patient,” you have several times said I need to “die already,” and have told stories that I am lying around in bed rotting from cancer. All were wrong.
Now you are all butthurt because you cannot understand what you read. No one has actually threatened you. Saying no one will pick up your ashes is probably close to truth, because you have alienated your family. You don’t understand when people are trolling you, as opposed to just saying things about you that you do not like. There are some jerks that try to make you mad or hurt, and know how to do so easily. Learn to tell the difference.
And you are now a resident of the state of Texas, as proven by the cards you have in your wallet. Use them. You have Medicare and Medicaid. In Texas, that includes dental. Get your tooth fixed. You should also get a physical, so you can stop thinking “I’m gonna die!” You are a lot less healthy than you think. But I doubt you are going to die from any of the stupid things you claim. Start thinking like the adult you claim to be, or get help because you cannot manage life on your own. The second one is the easiest.
But hey, I didn’t know I had cancer until my hip broke. As it has been proven to me that I am going to die, likely from cancer, your childish whining is beyond annoying.
And because I keep myself as healthy as possible, take the treatment I have been given, am compliant with my medication schedules, and actually care about living I am still alive seven years after diagnosis, in complete remission.
You could be in the same boat. But you not getting medical help? Stupid and childish. You are not smart enough to understand what is wrong with you, so you really should turn your care over to someone with a lot more college degrees than you, and those degrees are a lot harder to get.